By Someone Who Believed the Science — Until the Science Changed

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I remember the day I rolled up my sleeve. They told me it was safe. They said it was necessary. For my health. For my family. For the greater good. And I believed them.
I believed the public health officials. I believed the doctors. I believed the news. And above all, I believed that if anything went wrong, someone would be held accountable.
But now—months later—I sit with a heart that races when it shouldn’t, chest pain that won’t fully go away, and a fatigue so deep it doesn’t feel like it’s just in my body—it’s in my spirit. I’ve seen more doctors than I can count. Some admit it could be related to the vaccine. Most won’t say a word.
And then I read the MAHA Report.
The Report That Should Have Been My Warning
The Make America Healthy Again (MAHA) Commission, chaired by HHS Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr., released a comprehensive report that exposes what many of us now know in our bodies, even if we can’t yet prove it with lab tests: America’s children—and adults—are getting sicker by the year. The numbers are staggering.
- Over 40% of U.S. children suffer from chronic conditions.
- Childhood autism, cancer, and obesity have exploded.
- Mental health is collapsing: 1 in 4 teenage girls experienced major depression in 2022.
- Three-quarters of young Americans are unfit for military service.
The report rightly points to ultra-processed food, chemical exposure, screen-driven sedentary lifestyles, and an alarming trend of overmedicalization. It even calls out corporate capture—the way industry has hijacked federal health agencies meant to protect us.
But what it doesn’t say is deafening.
What They Left Out
The MAHA Report condemns overmedication, yet it completely omits any mention of the mRNA COVID vaccines—the most aggressively promoted, mandated, and distributed pharmaceutical product in U.S. history.
This isn’t a small oversight. It’s a betrayal.
Because many of us—especially the young—are now living with the consequences.
I Didn’t Consent to This
What I wasn’t told was that:
- Myocarditis and pericarditis were occurring in young men like me at unprecedented rates.
- That the CDC had acknowledged a causal link, but public messaging continued unaltered.
- That blood clots—including cerebral thrombosis—were being investigated internationally.
- That “turbo cancers” were being reported: rare, aggressive cancers appearing after vaccination, with plausible biological mechanisms involving spike proteins and disrupted immune surveillance.
No one told me that the lipid nanoparticles in the vaccines could accumulate in my organs—my liver, my spleen, even my reproductive tissue. No one told me these injections used SV40 promoter DNA, raising real concerns of genetic integration—a threat so severe that Florida’s Surgeon General is now calling for a full suspension.
And perhaps most painfully, no one told me that if something went wrong, I would be left alone. No acknowledgement. No apology. No treatment plan. Just blank stares, disbelief, and quiet warnings not to talk too much.
How Did This Happen?
The MAHA Report talks about “corporate capture”—how regulatory bodies meant to protect us have been infiltrated by the industries they’re supposed to regulate.
That’s not a conspiracy. That’s a fact backed by decades of whistleblowers, FOIA requests, and systemic data suppression.
What we saw during the pandemic was an acceleration of that capture:
- Dissenting scientists silenced.
- Reporting systems flooded with injury data—then ignored.
- Media partnerships with pharmaceutical sponsors.
- Policies driven by marketing, not medicine.
And now, those of us who were harmed? We’re statistics no one wants to see.
Where Do We Go From Here?
The MAHA Report demands action, and I agree. We need to overhaul food systems, stop polluting kids with chemicals, and address mental health at its root. But we cannot move forward with integrity unless we also investigate—and speak openly about—the harms done by the mRNA COVID-19 vaccine campaign.
We need:
- Transparent injury reporting
- Independent long-term studies
- Public acknowledgment of risks
- And above all, accountability
Because silence is not science.
I Trusted. I Took It. And I Regret It.
This isn’t about politics. It’s about human beings who were told to do something for the common good, and now find themselves injured, ignored, and betrayed.
I want to believe in science again. I want to believe in public health again.
But that starts with the truth—no matter how uncomfortable.
And I will not be quiet anymore.
The MAHA Report
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[3] MAHA Report Calls for Whole-of-Government Action to Solve Childhood Health Crisis https://www.ajmc.com/view/maha-report-calls-for-whole-of-government-action-to-solve-childhood-health-crisis
[4] New MAHA report claims ‘alarming increases’ in child chronic … https://san.com/cc/new-maha-report-claims-alarming-increases-in-child-chronic-conditions/
[5] MAHA Commission report paints a dark picture of U.S. children’s … https://www.wglt.org/2025-05-22/maha-commission-report-paints-a-dark-picture-of-u-s-childrens-health
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[8] Florida State Surgeon General Calls for Halt in the Use of COVID-19 … https://www.floridahealth.gov/newsroom/2024/01/20240103-halt-use-covid19-mrna-vaccines.pr.html
[9] MAHA Report blames ‘overmedicalization’ for kids’ poor health https://www.fiercehealthcare.com/regulatory/maha-report-blames-overmedicalization-pharmas-influence-childrens-poor-health
[10] mRNA COVID-19 Vaccines and Turbo Cancer: The Latest Myth That … https://www.contagionlive.com/view/mrna-covid-19-vaccines-and-turbo-cancer-the-latest-myth-that-won-t-disappear
[11] RFK Jr. releases “MAHA” report on childhood chronic disease … https://www.cbsnews.com/news/rfk-jr-maha-report-childhood-chronic-disease/
[12] Studying the link between COVID-19 vaccines and rare blood clots https://www.ukri.org/who-we-are/how-we-are-doing/research-outcomes-and-impact/mrc/studying-the-link-between-covid-19-vaccines-and-rare-blood-clots/
[13] New MAHA Report Details Children’s Health Crisis – Charisma News https://charismanews.com/news/new-maha-report-details-childrens-health-crisis/
[14] MAHA Commission Unveils Landmark Report Exposing Root … https://www.hhs.gov/press-room/maha-commission-childhood-chronic-disease-root-causes.html